The list never ends…

My tasks for today is:

[x] clean up the basement
[x] laundry
[ ] clean up my computer table
[x] wash dishes
[ ] clean up my shopping bags ( it’s all over the place )
[x] clean my vanity table
[ ] vacuum

I think thats it for today!

* I’m still figuring out how to make a domain account. & Thanks barb for the tips. it seems to be so complicated gum geh. Does it mean I have to have a new blog and leave this blog? aiyaah.

Blogging to make money?

I had just read a message online that my online friend has sent me. she told me to make an domain account to make money by blogging. I was thinking about it, but had no idea how lor and is scared to ask around. May someone help meeee? pleaseeee?

Please let this work?

Eventful Day with my Step mom

Sleeping has always been a hobby to me. You must think I’m crazy because I’m only 21 and that I enjoy sleeping instead of going out with friends. But really, sleeping is the most relaxing and enjoying thing ever. But the most I can sleep a day is about 13-14hour a day. Sleeping a lot a day can make me extra lazy though! But whatever for now, when I have a full time job, life’ll be more routine than now.

lunch

Woke up at 1ish and got ready to go out when mom called me for lunch. So I basically had lunch around 3 in the afternoon. You should really call that “afternoon-tea” instead of lunch. haha. Than walked around the mall to get some household stuff and groceries. Guess what I’m having tonight? HOTPOT! Yes, I hafn’t had hotpot for so long now!! I was suppose to have hotpot with my friends today but I think having it at home is so much better than having it out and plus its way cheaper too and I get what I want.

After grocery shopping, headed back to my moms’ place and now I’m just watching the first episode of  “The Season of Fate”. Kind of getting lost because I’m multitasking as usual but as you know, I sometimes watches the same episode more than once. So I wouldn’t miss a thing!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BARB!!

Wishing you a happy birthday!! May all your wishes come true !! I’m not good with words at all!! Thanks for helping me out when I needed help. Your my first blog friend and I’ll always remember that. Thanks for all your support and care! Take care !!

My Eventful Day

First of all, I didn’t sleep the entire night and went to church in the very morning at 9am. Had brunch with babys’ family and headed to Pacific Mall to pick up my new glasses (since my old Armani one broke!). This time I bought a white D&G one.

In Need of diet pills

Yes I’ve gained so much weight over the past year!!! When i worked at my coop place, it was worst. Food was free and at all times. I think if I didnt leave, it be 135LB.

sigh. I need a lose weight goal. How possible? when I’m not even motivated. I was thinking of taking pills but the side effects again. I don’t know what to do really. I’m not interested in shopping for cloths or pants anymore because of this fat. I just want to lose all this fat and fit back in to my regular cloths. Fit back to the XS I use to be in. I miss my old weight. I need a plan? I do.

My Makeup Vanity

Where did I get the idea of having my own vanity? It was from all those youtube videos I watched from time to time. & that influenced me to have my own!! I got this vanity table from IKEA for around $180.00. Which baby paid for, for my 21st birthday. I loved it of course. Which girl wouldn’t want a makeup dresser? I’m on the process of collecting more make upppp!!!

Insomnia Problems

I have weird sleeping habits and I think I know why. Lately, I’ve been stress about everything. Every single thing that goes around. Sometimes I wish I can be more selfish and not give a shit about anything. But that just aint me. My sleeping times has become a disaster. Even if I want to sleep early, I roll around my bed for hours not being able to sleep. & Sometimes I do fall asleep for whatever the reason is. Stressfulness has taken a toll on my life. Sometimes I feel like I cannot take this anymore. I feel the headache and heartache. My boyfriend tells me sometimes I need to be a little selfish and let others handle the problems. It’s hard.

I’ve lived all my life caring for others. Like for example: friends. But after being betrayed in my highschool years, I choose to stay away from some sort of people and not fully trusting most. I don’t mind having a few friends around me because having a bunch means a lot of gossips. Girls are full of gossips and bullshits. & I’m not a person that gets along with most girls. Guys are so much easier to get along with and that is why most of my friends are guys.

Anyways, I’m really stress. I feel like just taking a sleeping pill and sleep for the night. But thinking about the after effect, I just can’t take it. SIGHHHHH. Life is hard, but I dont go complaining to everyone. Typing here is a way to release some of my stress. I’d say ” life is already complicated enough and some people make it more complicated…” I dont get why theres so much drama caused. I really don’t get it. Why don’t people grow up and learn from their mistakes? WHYYYYY?

Friendship

Simple things makes me happy! & I like how life is simple.

Thanks for adding me back on again mamabok. I really appreciate our friendship alot. Although we don’t talking much because I know your a busy busy lady. But by reading your facebook updates and status is enough to let me know how your doing!! Once again. Thanks so much!!

Life Changes..

Just gonna leave a blog before I go out for bubbleteea with the bestfriend.

I feel very overwhelmed with my family at the moment. I don’t want ot say too much out in the public but all my life, I’ve been stress about my family. There’s really no word to put it in.

Ever since I’ved moved out of the house and lived with the boyfriend, my life changed. I appreciated my family more and got along with my siblings more and understand my step mother more. I thought everything was going to brighten up. But nope, having a father that doesn’t think twice does not help. What can I do? Absolutely nothing. So, I choose to cut all connection with him. & Does that help? It keeps me away from him, but does not solve no problem. But again, who am I to care about his life? When he’s the selfish one to begin with. It’s hard. It’s hard when I’m caring about everything and than he goes “it’s none of your business.” FINE. its none of my business than my life is none of his business. I can’t believe I have such a stubborn and selfish father. As in for me, I admit I’m stubborn but never selfish. Even when I talk to anyone, I think before I say because I think if the things I say will hurt others or affend others.

Truly, it has nothing to do with me nomore because I’m starting my own family and am in a happy family. I love how my life is at this moment. Like I mean, my boyfriends family does treat me as a family member and that understands me.

life’ll get better. IT will cause I said it will =)